ok done with the breakdown on with life

So you ever have those "what the fuck is the point" days? Yep i had one and boy it sucks (i should add when i have these days it's not like a depressed type day more like i just cry over everything). I'm happy with most things daily but some days i need a good crying day (maybe every few months lol).. My stress is so freaking high right now and in no way going down anytime soon. Hubby is leaving very soon, L knows it and making sure she lets me know she isn't liking that idea.. Mr. Man's doctors appt, and then trying to potty train L.. Oh and my weight, i mean come on can't i just deal with one issue at a time?? Nope i multi task.. Stupid Oprah making that a phrase that girls do (well that is what my mom always said)..


Stupid computer deleted everything i just wrote..

So next week we go to Cardiology on Monday. Tuesday we meet the new PT cause the old one is going on maternity leave cause her little girl will be here soon (so excited for her!).  Now I'm not too enthused about this whole new PT thing THE week the old one leaves.. Odin is super shy and takes a good 3-4 weeks to come around to people. Well by the time he is use to the new one his old one will be back. I know Mr. Man is not the only kid who goes there that doesn't like change (i'm sure there are some there that will be way worse then his refusal to do stuff)..

So i took the kids to the park yesterday (i let L drive her princess vehicle and i took a covered chair, i hate being outside with all the bugs and what not).. Well not even outside 10 minutes Mr. Man is BRIGHT RED.. Like the color of tomato soup.. It is pathetic how red he gets and once he is red, the breakdown is coming. So i take a few pictures and we come back in.. Can you guess what happened?? Yep he sat down and the screaming started.. Oh joy.. Where is the incentive to take them out when we pay for it after being outside after only a few minutes. He needs to be kept cool and not over work himself..

On the one good note of the week L is finally potty trained.. She only wants a pull up at night (which i don't mind cause i like to be safe).. So mini yay!