waiting still

Still no call from MUSC for when the appt will be. I will be calling in the morning to find out if they just forgot or what is going on. The longer i have to breath the better. I don't feel anxious anymore. I mean i have a few moments but i am no longer the full blubbery mess i was on Friday. I am more just ready to know. Ready to learn if it is cancer or what. I am tired of waiting.. Bring on the tests :-) . We will all be ok. It isn't going to break us