Immunology called and can't help him but his anc is still under 500 so we go to hematology on tuesday to figure it out.. Maybe. I won't hold my breath on anything.
I'm so tortured with guilt right now. I love having my husband home and very much don't want him to deploy right now, but in doing that he will be miserable. While if he goes he will be happier but I will be miserable. There is no happy medium. It isn't like we know when mr man will get sick or what will happen. I have zero faith in things with the boat and their saying "just say the word and we will get you home" shit. It is so stressful trying to figure out what is best... Well I know boston would be best but we are stick in this hell hole (literally its too damn hot lol). I guess after tuesday we will have to start figuring out what is best more than likely he will leave again.. Cg before family.... Ugh
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